perihal rumet

hari ni, aku tak btoy sket.

bangun agak lewat, so malas nak pi irc.

surprisingly, rumet aku dok buat kejutan dari pagi sampai la sekarang.

first of all,

dia mandi lagi awal dari aku.

ahaks.

this is not normal, okei??

second,

dia jadi extra baik la lately.

tak taw la kenapa, tapi hari ni aku loya ala2 suspect mengandung dalam

drama melayu kat tv tu. nak termuntah tapi tak muntah2 jugak.

aku pon mengadu la kat rumet, dia bagi panadol dengan losyen susu

kambing dan pati halia lagi! aku ngada2 la suruh dia tolong sapukan,

seriously dia dah nak sapukan dah. aish. kalau bab2 nak raba ni, dia

memang suka sangat.

lepas tu, dia turun la nak pi amek kertas kat kosmet dia.

tiba2 ja dapat mesej dari dia,

"pompuan, nak air pape x?

waahhh!

first, aku terkejut coz dia pi cafe sorang2.

pompuan ni, time form 4 dulu, penakot gila nak pi cafe sorang2.

aku suruh dia pi bayaq air kat kaunter pon mati2 dia tamaw. sampai nak nangis la..

skarang ni dah independent, boleh pi cafe sorang2.

waahh~

second,

dia tanya aku nak pesan apa2 ka x!

terharunya laaaaaa~

sejak bila dia jadi baek dan caring neh???

pastu aku mintak la pringles kat dia. saja ngada2 ja sebnaaqnya. aku taw benda tu impossible.

dia kata kopet jauh, dia malas nak pi.

ok.

then aku tanya,

"coq pisang ada x??"

then dia reply,

"i da nek"

sob.

keciwa.

nak makan coq pisang/cekodok.

sob.

aku malas dah nak reply mesej dia coz keciwa.

about 5 minutes later, dia masuk bilik.

dengan neslo bungkus fevret dia dengan satu bungkusan berisi 10 bijik cekodok!

hehehehhehehehhe!

sebenaqnya, time aku suruh dia beli cekodok tu, dia dah lama dah beli.

katanya, dia taw sangat, mesti aku akan makan cekodok tu. sebab tu dia beli.

waahh~

terharu la babe!!!

u teringat kat i????

u taw i suka makan cekodok???

terharunyaaa!!

pastu pastu!

hari tu..

kitorang ramai2 on the way balik dari v5.

dia beli la neslo ais bungkus, macam biasa la.

malam tu, neslo tu macam extra sedap la.

aku mintak la sket, nak rasa.

pastu dia bagi la aku rasa.

sungguh la sedap!

pastu time neslo tu dah nak abeh, dia pusing kat aku,

"u nak? habiskan la", dengan muka yang ala2 redha-la-sangat.

fyi, pompuan ni sangat la cherish EVERY drop of her neslo ais.

kalau tinggal sket tu, jangan la mintak nak rasa.

kang semalaman muka muram.

but lately, she's been such a great person, i'm kinda scared.

hahahahhaha!

(aktiviti utama beliau di irc)

especially for this post, aku suruh dia bluetooth gambaq dia kat aku.

dia cakap,

"u nak buat apa?!! bagitaw dulu!! i tak nak gambar i diperkotak-katikkan!"

"bagi ja laaaa"

"u nak buat apa?!!!!! gtaw!!!"

"ish..bagi ja la!"

"ish.. u ni.. erm..u nak yang mana?? yang ni? ke u nak tengok yang lain2 dulu??"

"BAGI JA LAAA !!"

boleh tak?

dalam dok marah pon boleh suruh aku pilih gambaq dia lagi.

ish.

Current addiction

In an open field, i found your grace

in my tired eyes, i saw your face

i can never be like you today

i am not as strong as you.

Replicating your smile is all that i could do

million faces and all i see is you.

My dear,

i'm going to crash and burn

i wish things were different

for you and me.

But dear,

i've put your picture in a golden case

our childhood locked up away

so i won't miss you.

Deep within my heart

there you'll be

i refuse to let anyone see

but as long as i will walk i will

dedicate each day for you.

stay away

"stay away from me"

"get on with life. move on"

"don't crush me"

"don't look for me"

i can't face all of these now.

it's too much to handle.

i'm on the verge.

on the verge.

belated teachers' day tribute

post yang panjang lebar dan sangat bosan yang ditulis kerana kegianan untuk menulis blog sebab dah lama tak update blog and sebab tak tau nak tulis apa and sebab mimi dok main game kat tempat aku.

-hasil membaca post2 penyangak.

BELLE!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!

alamak.

dah terlepas nak update pasal hari guru dengan hari ibu!

ni semua sebab internet connection yang memang agak...........kurang bekerjasama.

thanks to lappy-topless belle, aku meng'update' blog.

hehehehe..

saaaaayang belle!

eniwei,

as usual,

SELAMAT HARI GURU!!!

perlu ka nak cerita pasal zaman sekolah dulu hah??

okei la..

boleh la sket2..

dulu time sekolah rendah ngan sekolah menengah, aku memang skema.

hahahaha..sekarang pon skema lagi sebnaqnya.

time form 3, aku jadi presiden kelas.

cewah..nama macam apa ja..

aku jadi ketua kelas.

satu hari tu, aku ngan budak2 kelas aku baru balik dari makmal kemahiran hidup.

being in a skema school, kami kena beratur all the way dari makmal sampai la ke kelas yang kat tingkat tiga tu.

trying not to be too skema (walaupun aku memang skema), aku pun biaq la anak-anak ayam tu jalan dalam keadaan berselerak.

aku jalan belakang depa.

tiba2 ja nampak pengetua tengah tunggu kat depan.

mati la aku.

budak2 kelas aku tu semua kena tahan dengan pengetua.

pengetua dah la perempuan.

so faham2 la kan.

lady boss..

for sure garang nak mampueh.

aku plak, being a kureng responsible presiden, lari la menyorok kat belakang blok coz tamaw jumpak dengan pengetua.

tapi aku dengan assisstant aku laa..nur iylia aimi namanya.

bestfriend aku tuhh..

;)

kononnya nak stay situ sampai pengetua blah.

ermm..ada la dalam 15 minit kami menyorok.

selepas 15 minit berlalu, kami pon keluaq la slow2..

tengok2 budak2 kelas aku still terpacak kat tempat yang sama macam tadi, which is tengah2 panaih terik, dengan pengetua kat depan depa.

omg.

rupa2nya depa tengah tunggu pres kelas dengan assistant dia.

sampai2 ja kat situ, aku kena tampaq dengan pengetua depan anak2 buah aku.

tampaq kat belakang ja la. nasib baik bukan kat muka.

tapi malu tu memang tak tahan la.

adoi.

time sekolah rendah dulu aku jadi pengawas, pernah kena panggil masuk ofis penolong kanan hal ehwal murid (PK HEM...ahaks) sebab biaq budak2 tak beratur time jalan balik ke kelas.

wait.

apsal kes yang sama ja?

adoi..

skemanya la sekolah2 aku.

now i know kenapa aku skema

;p

hari ibu nanti la aku update.

kena ada feel la.

hehehe

get back

mood jiwa sayu yang homesick sangat2 and takot nak exam actually and takot nak have fun jugak coz rasa macam semua orang judge other people by their exam results but still tak sedaq diri and still dok berseronok tak ingat dunia.

she said,

"you are deceiving, girl"

he said,

"nampak ja innocent.. tapi..."

they said,

"if you do it, you'll be worse than them"

"i've given you everything and this is what you give me?!"

i wanna go back.

I'm going back to 505
If it's a seven-hour flight or a 45-minute drive
In my imagination you're waiting lying on your side
With your hands between your thighs

Stop and wait a sec
When you look at me like that
My darling, what did you expect?
I probably still adore you
With your hands around my neck
Or I did last time I checked

I'm not shy of a spark
The knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark
Frightened by the bite no it's no harsher than the bark
A middle of adventure, such a perfect place to start

I'm going back to 505
If it's a seven-hour flight or a 45-minute drive
In my imagination you're waiting lying on your side
With your hands between your thighs

But I crumble completely when you cry
It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye
I'm always just about to go and spoil the surprise
Take my hands off of your eyes too soon

I'm going back to 505
If it's a seven-hour flight
Or a 45-minute drive
In my imagination you're waiting lying on your side
With your hands between your thighs
And a smile

my prince charming

last night (or maybe this morning?), for the first time in my life (i think), i dreamt that i was a princess. yeah, with all that long dress and LOTS of LONG hair and stuff.
haha.

in that dream, (TYPICALLY) i was trapped in the huge castle, longing to be in the outside world, with all the peasants and ordinary people.
of course, the king forbade me from going out because he said that a princess cannot mix around with the commoners. oh, you know, the same old thing.
so, being a rebellious little princess (again, TYPICAL), i sneaked out of the castle and found myself in a palm oil plantation. okay. maybe my kingdom is rich with this stuff. fine. i think i brought along a little brother with me. he's not important, i don't remember.

so here i was in the plantation. with soil everywhere of course. i remembered being happy coz finally i was free! at last! so i walked..i walked..and i walked.. and finaly arrived in a small hut.
and my BESIAQ (refer to me for the meaning. erm..actually it describes me) little brother really need to go to the loo.
so we stopped by the hut, entered and saw lots of elves! again, this is just a dream.
so, while waiting for the little bro to pee, i waited outside the loo when suddenly a woman with this beautiful dress came up to me, asking what i was doing there.
apparently, she was a queen of another kingdom. the queen and the king (who looks like my dad..hmm) insisted on sending me back to my castle. they said, a fine lady or princess should not linger around like this. fine. whutev.

so the queen awarded me with this pair of gorgeous little black heels and i would rather strut home with it than going back with the carriage (ehem..i am a princess).
however, the stern-looking king (ehem..MY DAD!) insisted on taking the carriage or the pumpkin thingy. argh.
being rebellious, i ran outside (with the heels, mind you) as fast as the heels could take me.
suddenly, i stopped in the middle of the room, stunned. there, i saw my prince charming waiting for me.





you know, i could remember ALL the faces in that dream. i could describe vividly each one of the characters. i could still recall the prince's hot physique but when it comes to his face, it's a blank. total blank. darn.


hmm..

i guess it's back to studying chemistry.


lalala~

be cruel to be kind, baby!

an old song that sticks right in my head.

Oh, I can't take another heartache
Though you say you're my friend
I'm at my wits end
You say your love is bonafide
But that don't coincide
With the things that you're doing
When I ask you to be nice
You say you gotta be
Cruel to be kind, in the right measure
Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign
Cruel to be kind, means that I love you
Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind
Well, I do my best to understand dear
But you still mystify, and I wanna know why
I pick myself up off the ground
And have you knock me back down
Again and again
And when I ask you to explain
You say you gotta be
Cruel to be kind, in the right measure
Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign
Cruel to be kind, means that I love you
Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind
Well, I do my best to understand dear
But you still mystify, and I wanna know why
I pick myself up off the ground
And have you knock me back down
Again and again
And when I ask you to explain
You say you gotta be
Cruel to be kind, in the right measure
Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign
Cruel to be kind, means that I love you
Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind