Wednesday, May 27, 2009

tag mood gataii

tag from jah. tiba-tiba terasa gedix nak buat..
Hahahahahhaha!


1. How old are you?
sweetest 19!


2. Are you single?
agak2 kena ketuk x kalau jawab "yes, i'm sooo single!"


3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
before 30 kot..agak2 sempat x?


4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
do you think so, mister?


5. If not, who do you want to marry?
alaa...malasnya nak jawab...beliau la..sapa lagi..aishh


6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your bestman?
#belle! - first priority (well, she said it depends on who the groom is. kalu dia tak approve, dia tamaw jadi bridesmaid..sob!)
#bimboss
#dan baaaanyak lagi list!


7. Do you want a garden/ beach or traditional wedding?
aku nak buat kat A-21, Kampung Tunku Putra, Kilang Lama, Kulim. Abah, Mak, please take note. i refuse to do it anywhere else.


8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?
my pinky bedroom. that's all bebeh ;)


9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?
satu kulim metropolitan.


10. Will that include your exes?
erm...the first one..the second one..the third one..or is it the fourth? oh sorry, lost count! ;)


11. How many layers of cake do you want?
tamaw la layer2 sangat..muak nak termuntah..nak kek choc moist mak..boleh tak, mak??


12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
kawen malam-malam makhruh..but if you get married at midnite, when you wake up the next morning, it will still be your wedding day! logik kan?? ni artis mana tah cakap.. so kesimpulannya, ikut cakap abah ja laa..akad nikah kat masjid sesudah subuhh..hehehe


13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?
lily allen (coz ni lagu yang belle tengah pasang sekarang..aish..tak senonn!! )
(walaupun lagu selamat pengantin baru-saloma tu tengah terngiang2 kat dalam kepala aku)
oh ya! les sekinchan! or macam mana pon nak eja benda tuhh..


14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?
toksah dok mengada..makan ja guna tangan.. and yes, that includes you too, belle.


15. Champagne of red wine?
sirap ais dia kala hari yang panas..aaahhhhhh~ oh yeah, and milo ais/neslo ais for miss diva.


16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
right after nikah bleh? sesudah subuh..pastu kenduri tengah hari plak..oke kan??


17. Money or household items?
MONEY


18. How many kids would you like to have?
awak nak berapa, wak?? eeee..jijix dengan diri sendiri


19. Will your record your honeymoon in DVD and CD?
yep! then tengok tiap-tiap hari.
p/s: kalau record time deliver baby, lagi bes. kalu time hubby tu tak guna nak kawen len atau nak mintak cerai, kau tengok cd tu sampai nak muntah darah. don't you dare!


20. I want to know their wedding plan:
# bimbos of course!
# azida azizan jugak!
# kucinbelemoih jugak!
# pali, cuba wat sat..nak tengok ja..wat kat komen. i doubt you will do it.. :(
# reeyn, if you're reading this!
# anith if you're reading this!
# ae if you're reading this!


is that clear enough?

exam phenomena



swear i won't enter the exam hall without taking my meals first.
sorry mak!
lain kali ct tak buat dah!

i think (i'm sure, actually) the person sitting right beside me could hear my stomach growling.
bet she thought i was farting all thru the exam.
darn.

ngntok


"weak van der Waals interaction"
or something...

it's 2.55am and i'm still trying to force these words through my thick head.




but all i see is
"miss van der woodsen"
or something...


hmm..
need to get some sleep.
chemistry tomorrow.
not gonna say anything full of hatred about it.
love you, chemy dear.
zzzzzzzzzzzzz....

Sunday, May 24, 2009

mimpi seram + jijix

semalam saya bermimpi..

saya mimpi saya jadi aishwarya ray (tak taw la nak eja camna)..
pasangan saya adalah ajay devgan (tak hensem langsung)..
description of mr. pasangan : besaq. gelap. banyak bulu....kat....tangan.

dalam mimpi tu..
kami ada dalam bilik..
kami sedang..
erm...
kami sedang..

ahhh!
cukup!!
jijix ngan diri sendiri!!
aku nak study emaths!
argh!!
jijix!
tension!

Friday, May 22, 2009

perihal rumet


hari ni, aku tak btoy sket.
bangun agak lewat, so malas nak pi irc.
surprisingly, rumet aku dok buat kejutan dari pagi sampai la sekarang.

first of all,
dia mandi lagi awal dari aku.
ahaks.
this is not normal, okei??


second,
dia jadi extra baik la lately.
tak taw la kenapa, tapi hari ni aku loya ala2 suspect mengandung dalam
drama melayu kat tv tu. nak termuntah tapi tak muntah2 jugak.
aku pon mengadu la kat rumet, dia bagi panadol dengan losyen susu
kambing dan pati halia lagi! aku ngada2 la suruh dia tolong sapukan,
seriously dia dah nak sapukan dah. aish. kalau bab2 nak raba ni, dia
memang suka sangat.

lepas tu, dia turun la nak pi amek kertas kat kosmet dia.
tiba2 ja dapat mesej dari dia,
"pompuan, nak air pape x?

waahhh!
first, aku terkejut coz dia pi cafe sorang2.
pompuan ni, time form 4 dulu, penakot gila nak pi cafe sorang2.
aku suruh dia pi bayaq air kat kaunter pon mati2 dia tamaw. sampai nak nangis la..
skarang ni dah independent, boleh pi cafe sorang2.
waahh~

second,
dia tanya aku nak pesan apa2 ka x!
terharunya laaaaaa~
sejak bila dia jadi baek dan caring neh???

pastu aku mintak la pringles kat dia. saja ngada2 ja sebnaaqnya. aku taw benda tu impossible.
dia kata kopet jauh, dia malas nak pi.
ok.

then aku tanya,
"coq pisang ada x??"

then dia reply,
"i da nek"

sob.
keciwa.
nak makan coq pisang/cekodok.
sob.

aku malas dah nak reply mesej dia coz keciwa.
about 5 minutes later, dia masuk bilik.
dengan neslo bungkus fevret dia dengan satu bungkusan berisi 10 bijik cekodok!
hehehehhehehehhe!

sebenaqnya, time aku suruh dia beli cekodok tu, dia dah lama dah beli.
katanya, dia taw sangat, mesti aku akan makan cekodok tu. sebab tu dia beli.
waahh~
terharu la babe!!!
u teringat kat i????
u taw i suka makan cekodok???
terharunyaaa!!


pastu pastu!

hari tu..
kitorang ramai2 on the way balik dari v5.
dia beli la neslo ais bungkus, macam biasa la.
malam tu, neslo tu macam extra sedap la.
aku mintak la sket, nak rasa.
pastu dia bagi la aku rasa.
sungguh la sedap!
pastu time neslo tu dah nak abeh, dia pusing kat aku,
"u nak? habiskan la", dengan muka yang ala2 redha-la-sangat.
fyi, pompuan ni sangat la cherish EVERY drop of her neslo ais.
kalau tinggal sket tu, jangan la mintak nak rasa.
kang semalaman muka muram.

but lately, she's been such a great person, i'm kinda scared.
hahahahhaha!


(aktiviti utama beliau di irc)


especially for this post, aku suruh dia bluetooth gambaq dia kat aku.

dia cakap,

"u nak buat apa?!! bagitaw dulu!! i tak nak gambar i diperkotak-katikkan!"

"bagi ja laaaa"

"u nak buat apa?!!!!! gtaw!!!"

"ish..bagi ja la!"

"ish.. u ni.. erm..u nak yang mana?? yang ni? ke u nak tengok yang lain2 dulu??"

"BAGI JA LAAA !!"

boleh tak?
dalam dok marah pon boleh suruh aku pilih gambaq dia lagi.
ish.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Current addiction



In an open field, i found your grace
in my tired eyes, i saw your face
i can never be like you today
i am not as strong as you.

Replicating your smile is all that i could do
million faces and all i see is you.

My dear,
i'm going to crash and burn
i wish things were different
for you and me.

But dear,
i've put your picture in a golden case
our childhood locked up away
so i won't miss you.

Deep within my heart
there you'll be
i refuse to let anyone see
but as long as i will walk i will
dedicate each day for you.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

stay away

"stay away from me"

"get on with life. move on"

"don't crush me"

"don't look for me"



i can't face all of these now.

it's too much to handle.

i'm on the verge.

on the verge.
 
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