Dear John Hafiz..

I'M SORRY!!

You gave me the shock of my life and left me and 'belle' screaming and shreaking in, erm..i dunno..pleasure? horror? excitement?

okey. now i'm scared.

BLOG BELLE

THERE!! TAKE HER!! STAY AWAY FROM ME!!

serius takot..huhu..sorry

:(

Till we meet again

This is a story about me and PEM

:)

So this is the rightful owner. Well..used to be.

Tak ingat pulak ada gambaq ni.

:)

Ni first time cuci PEM. Jakun btoy. Dia basuh pun nak ambik gambaq. Malu pun ada..tapi lantak la..demi PEM.hehehe

:)

And I don't know why. Bukan senang PEM nak parking straight elok-elok. This is one of the few times yang PEM parking not-so-senget. hehehe

And this is the first side parking time baru-baru dapat PEM dulu. Perfect kan?? hahaha..side parking la sangat. Belakang tu kosong kott.

And the people in the car. Hmm..remember where it got us to? Remeber every trip?

And classes too, of course.

;)

Ntah la..malas nak cakap banyak-banyak. Tak tau nak cakap macam mana lagi. I guess some things are not meant to be. I suppose it's true that all good things should come to an end. I guess you really gotta lose something to win something else. Memang la sedih. Tapi nak buat macam mana. Stop brainwash-ing me. I understand. Just take it and I don't want to talk about it anymore, please. Even if I have a new one, it will never be the same. Although it's like a piece of junk, but you don't know how much i cherish it. I will never brag about having PEM. If I ever did, then I'm sorry. I never meant to. I walked away without looking back coz I just couldn't. Sorry. If you ever see it anywhere, do tell me so that I can hunt down the owner and kill him and take it back.

p/s:

Thanks korang coz belikan benda ni untuk PEM. Sorry la tak sempat nak letak lama-lama. Lepas ni kita letak dalam bilik, ok? The hardest part was to take it off the dashboard today. Sayang korang ketat-ketat.

:)

Selamat Berpuasa

macam post wajib ja untuk semua orang.

Okei.

Nak wish selamat berpuasa kepada semua orang jugak.

Beberapa azam typical di bulan puasa ; nak puasa penuh, kalau boleh nak sembahyang terawih tiap-tiap malam sebab last time puasa selalu tinggal terawih pastu ada sorang tu tanya "kenapa tak pi sembahyang terawih?", i realized that i have no answer to that question. Next, kalau boleh nak kurangkan bercakap sebab setiap kali bercakap macam buat lagi banyak dosa ja, and kalau boleh, nak kekalkan macam tu at least sepanjang tahun ni. Nanti orang cakap, "eleh..nak jadi baik time bulan puasa ja..habis ja bulan puasa, perangai macam dulu jugak".

Okei, will try to keep the azam.

=D

Biasa la ni..dah sampai bulan Ramadhan semua orang nak jadi baik. Okei, maybe bukan semua, tapi ramai orang la..typical la tu..kita boleh plan ja..tapi sama ada kita boleh kekalkan azam tu atau tak, that depends on us ja la kan..tatau la nak wish apa lagi..oh, you know..the typical ones..hope to be a better person..

Okei menyampah dengan diri sendiri.

Yes people,

Burung itu telah terbang ke indonesia.

Sila jangan tanya saya dengan lebih lanjut.

TOLONG LAH!

Sekian.

Terima kasih.

emo emo

What goes around memang comes around, kan? Memang karma wujud la, ek?

Manusia memang suka cakap pasal manusia. Memang seronok, kan? Kutuk-kutuk sana sini. Gosip-gosip sana sini. Kalau ada cerita baru tu, memang excited betul nak cerita kat semua orang. Time dah ada cerita baru tu, tak kira la "subject of the matter" tu kawan ka, orang yang kau tak suka ka, asalkan kau dapat sebarkan cerita tu. Kau pernah fikir tak macam mana kalau orang lain yang tengah cakap pasal kau? Orang lain yang sebar cerita pasal kau? Lagi seronok, kalau orang yang sebar cerita pasal kau tu adalah kawan kau. Kawan baik kau sendiri kot. Agak-agak apa kau rasa? Time kita cerita pasal orang, kita tak pernah fikir apa yang orang tu akan rasa, kan? Bukan aku nak tujukan kat any particular person pon..sebab most of us pun buat kerja ni. Aku sendiri pun tak terlepas daripada kerja-kerja ni.

One thing that I would like to emphasize here is that bestfriends do not stab each others' backs. That is so high school, my dear. I can't believe I still have to deal with these things, AGAIN. You know, with what is happening around me this whole week, I finally know who my real friends are. I know who I can depend on the most. I know just the person to talk to even at 5 in the morning. People come and go in your life. Faces change, and you change with them. But you, you are one of those that I will not remember.

I'm so tired of being silent about everything. I have a lot on my mind but I just keep it to myself coz I'm scared that it would hurt people. If it hurts me now, so why doi have to think about them? To hell with them lah.

I hate blogs yang nak emo-emo pun nak cerita dalam blog. Yang nak cerita pasal kesedihan ja dalam blog diorang. I guess that's my fault for being judgemental coz look at me right now. The thing is, do not judge other people's action without understanding them or what they are going through. You are not in their shoes, you don't know how they feel. So just shut up.

Aku dah tak tau camna nak susun ayat dalam post ni. Aku tak tau dah camna nak jaga hati orang yang akan baca. coz aku dah penat la nak jaga hati semua orang. Baik fikir pasal diri sendiri. So aku tulis ja apa aku fikir. As long as I don't mention anyone's name, everyone is safe, right? Swear I won't open up everything to anyone anymore.

Suddenly rasa macam deja vu.

Like everything is happening all over again.

Tak suka lah macam ni.

I am not being defensive.

But I just hate it lah.

I don't know what this is.

Things might be turning around for me, finally.

Or this might be revenge. Or vengeance.

Hope it's not because everything is just so beautiful to be messed up at this point.

Please.