I love you, like so much.

I've never seen this side of you before.

Zero-zero ok?

I love you so much, my besterous-terousssss-terouussssss friend!



p/s:

I tak penah cakap i love you this sincerely to anyone, secara public taw. You're the first.

Sounds from home

Tadi call abah sebab nak complain pasal orang yang repair laptop yang tak guna tu dah la charge mahal, ada hati lagi nak tipu aku mintak service charge transfer data RM50 padahal satu data pun takdak, semua hilang. Tak guna. Anyways, dah la tengah membara-bara cerita, abah pulak dok "Hmm..", "Yaka?", "Tu la..bagi jatuh laptop lagi" blablabla ala-ala tak interested pun nak layan aku kutuk orang tu sebenaqnya. Then dah habis cakap tu, abah dok nyanyi lagu pok amai amai pulak, versi untuk Esya.

Pok amai-amai

belalang kupu-kupu

tepuk bagi pandai

emak upah susu

susu lemak manis

santan kelapa muda

tok jangan menangis

tokwan nak kawen dua

I miss home.
:)

And I Mean Every Word

Whataya Want From Me lyrics - Adam Lambert

Hey, slow it down

Whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

Yeah, I'm afraid

Whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

There might have been a time

I would give myself away

(Ooh) Once upon a time

I didn't give a damn

But now here we are

So whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

Just don't give up

I'm workin' it out

Please don't give in

I won't let you down

It messed me up, need a second to breathe

Just keep coming around

Hey, whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see

That baby you're beautiful

And it's nothing wrong with you

It's me... I'm a freak

But thanks for lovin' me

Cause you're doing it perfectly

There might have been a time

When I would let you step away

I wouldn't even try but I think

You could save my life

Just don't give up

I'm workin' it out

Please don't give in

I won't let you down

It messed me up, need a second to breathe

Just keep coming around

Hey, whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

Just don't give up on me

I won't let you down

No, I won't let you down

So

Just don't give up

I'm workin' it out

Please don't give in

I won't let you down

It messed me up, need a second to breathe

Just keep coming around

Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up

I'm workin' it out

Please don't give in

I won't let you down

It messed me up, need a second to breathe

Just keep coming around

Hey, whataya want from me

(Whataya want from me)

Whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

The song says it all. I'm sorry.

Untie

Now, a black shirt and a red tie with the sleeves rolled up plus a ruffled dirty hair. And no, I'm not talking about four years ago. Well..is it four years already? Anyway, in a sea of million faces, we're exchanging glances.

Perfect.

Sick Cycle Carousel

Lifehouse - Sick Cycle Carousel

If shame had a face, I think it would kind of look like mine.

If it had a home, would it be in my eyes?

Would you believe me if I said I am tired of this

Well here we go, now one more time,

I tried to climb your steps,

I tried to chase you down,

I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground,

I tried to earn my way,

I tried to change this mind,

You better believe that I tried to beat this.

When will this end, it goes on and on

Over, and over, and over again.

Keep spinning around I know it won't stop,

Till I step down from this for good

I never thought I'd end up here

I never thought I'd be standing where I am

I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this,

I guess I was wrong

Now one more time,

chorus

This is a sick cycle carousel

This is a sick cycle carousel, yeah

It's weird how you can find a song that is a perfect match to your mood.

Perfect.

Miseryyyyyy

I didn't bring the car because...

` I need to exercise because when I walk more, I would go to the toilet more, and when I go to the toilet more, I would be healthier, and when I'm healthier, I think these headaches and senile problem would go away. Plus, I need to lose some weigh, duh.

` I need to sweat more. To make me more healthy, yeah.

` I've got to stop jumping into every opportunities of going out.

` I need to learn how to grow up and be matured and balance my needs and wants. I need to learn that walking to class is a "need" and turn it into a "wants". And realize that going to KFCs every weekend is a "want" and going to Ipoh for shopping and movies is a "waste-of-time".

Goodbye to...

` Pasar Malam (Nasi Lemak Ayam Berempah yang serius sangat sedap nak mampus. Sob!)

` KFC (Batu Gajah. Yang kat Taman Maju tu pun tak jejak kaki lagi)

` Ipoh (Kenny Rogers! Johnny's! Secret Recipe!)

` Manjung (The cinema that has the best popcorn ever)

` Lumut (Overnights!)

` Teluk Batik (Goodbye to the dreams of going on the banana boat and knowing us, screaming like hell)

Tapi bila dah tak bawak kereta..

` Setiap kali ada kelas kat Poket C, mesti berharap "Kalau la ada kereta" padahal time bawak kereta dulu tak pernah pun drive pi Poket C.

` Susah nak beli tiket kat Medan Gopeng and nak cari transport untuk pi Medan Gopeng. Arghhh

` Segannya la nak mintak tolong banyak-banyak kat orang yang bawak kereta untuk tolong beli tiket bas and itu ini. Bukan ego, ok? Tapi segan. Tapi eventually mintak jugak.

Complain! Complain! Complain! Cuba bersyukur sikit! Hish!

By the way, anyone care to share a cab with me this CNY? RM50 is just too much for a gal..

:(

It's the end of life

Bismillah..

Before my life is officially over in less than 24 hours from now, I would like to say thank you very much to my family for letting me stay at home for the whole two wonderful months. I would totally understand if you decide to kick me out tomorrow. I want to let you know that this two months are the best that I have ever had in my life. It was all about our family and we've never been close since forever. I would cherish every second of it and I would love to come home every month if you would let me. I'm sorry for all the disappointments that I've caused and as usual, I hope I could turn back the time.

Maybe I should email this to my Dad. Hurm.

Today I was like, "Maaaaak.... Maaaaak..." with this sappy, pathetic face and Mom was like, "Haa..ni sindrom nak keluaq result la ni" and I was like, "Maaaaak.... Maaaaak...." with more puppy-eyed face and she was like, "Diam la aih Siti..bising ngat aih" and I was like, "SOB!".