pompuan..pompuan,,

yesterday it rained so heavily, it was a bliss to sleep,
but somehow, i couldn't sleep..darn..
so i spent all day watching am america's next top model and american idol marathon.
most of the models and contestants are 18 and 19 years old.. then i finally realized (silly me), i'm already 19, man.. one more year and i'll be 20.. 2 decades.. what have i done in this 19 years of life?? feels like it was only yesterday that i was jumping here and there playing lubang tikus, tiang and bla3.. tho i don't really have many friends when i was a kid, coz the place that i live in, is full of the elders. :(
eniwei, back to my dilemma.. i'm already 19!!
mommy kept on repeating "dah 19 tahun dah..dah bley kawen dah".. huh..in my dreams.
mommy said, i should start acting like an adult.
guys, do i act like a non-adult????

i've determined.
since i'm now 19, i want to be more feminine.hahahahaha.. so i bought new shoes, heels, more like wedges, as belle told me.

(sesiapa pun tidak dibenarkan membeli kasut yang sama. aku dah serik pakai baju kurung yang sama dengan orang)
i wore it for a day, and my feet have blisters and it's painful! when i woke up the next morning, my feet was aching as if i forgot to warm up before a marathon the day before. hurmm... susahnya jadi pompuan.
pakai heels pun still nampak pendek gak..huh..benci!

so now, i'm back to wearing sneakers. much much comfy! i lyke! =)
xyah gambaq ar..buruk dah kasut aku..
oh kena shopping lagi!
yay!