Old resolutions, achieved?

Since it's the last day of 2009, let's refer back to my 2009 new year resolutions.

Ok let's just copy and paste.

New year’s hopes and dreams.

1.To be a better person in every way.

No one can be the best so I guess there are still some space where I can improve. (Denial. Padahal tak jadi better person pun. Huhu)

2.To study harder so that at the end of each sem, i won’t have to say things like “takotnya tunggu result!!” or “susahnya exam!!” or “mati la aku bila kuaq result nnt”.. (haha..this one macam susah ja nak capai..tapi, not impossible, kn?)

I'm still saying those lines so I guess I still haven't achieved that target. Hurm.

3.Really really hope i can continue my studies in utp, amiin..

I did! Yay! Hahahaha

4.Hope i can go back to a happy and supportive family all the time.

I have a supportive family, up until now. Wait until the results come, I'm dead.

5.Hope i can stay close to my friends, hope there will not be any crisis, please oh please.

I think we've bonded even more than ever. Love the girls!

6.Hope to have no enemies in utp, please oh please. Life would be hell if i do.

I don't think I have any. Well, I hope so.

7.Hope to wear baju kurung more often??...gurls?? =)

I did! I did! Tu pun sebab dah makin gemuk and baju semua tak muat so baju paling besaq yang ada pun baju kurung. So terpaksa la pakai baju kurung tiap-tiap hari. Ceh niat tak betul.

8.Hope there will be less drama and fuss in my life next year.. please oh please oh please.

Ermmm...better than last year, so improvement la kan?

9.Hope to forget everything bad that happened last year.

This will take another few years to achieve.

10.Hope to be stronger spiritually and physically..haha

Physically, I don't think so. Spiritually, I don't know. Maybe yes, maybe no. God knows.

11.Hope to be taller,i doubt.

It's impossible.

12.Hope to be a much much much better cook!!

I am! I am! Not the best, but at least better than last year, ey?

13.Hope to fit in an XS-sized Giordano tshirt (just a dare from a guy in class..i doubt i would fulfill it..haha)

Get lost.

Apa yang aku achieve sebenaqnya tahun ni???? Ya Allah!! Teruk btoy!

At last!

Ok nak jadi typical girl yang brag sana sini sebab memang nak brag pun! Ok, tak la brag, tapi excited gila and nak share happiness, boleh tak? Still dikira riak ka? Ok never mind. So, setelah menyimpan perasaan jealous terhadap kawan-kawan especially budak-budak bilik nombor lima tu yang masing-masing macam perempuan melayu terakhir sebab pandai masak, buat kuih raya, jahit baju dan macam-macam lagi, aku telah bertekad untuk belajar memasak! Menjahit tu lambat sikit la kot. Soo...sepanjang cuti, cuba la masak itu ini sikit. Time baru-baru nak mula hari tu, bila offer nak masak lunch ja, mesti bapak aku cakap,

"Abah beli lauk la hari ni. Siti goreng ikan ja".

Hah. Dah tu bila nak belajar? Dah nak dekat dua puluh tahun tapi masak ikan goreng pun kadang-kadang hancur. Soooo..first day dengan skemanya, bukak buku resipi and ikut bulat-bulat. Mak balik lunch ja, kritik la sana sini. Ok takpa, kritikan membina. Esok cuba lagi. Sampai la makanan tu ala-ala edible. Kira ok la tu. Tapi one problem, aku memang tak suka makan apa yang aku masak. Dari dulu. Rasa macam mana ntah. Macam tak perfect. Tak complete. Tah. Tu lauk punya cerita.

Pastu konon-konon nak try la buat kek pulak. Malas la nak buat muffin kecik-kecik ni. Macam typical girls yang buat semata-mata nak bagi boyfriend makan. Urgh. Get a life. (Ceh. Konon) So try la buat kek. I love pisang and chocolate. So try la buat kek pisang chocolate chip nama dia. Resipi ni untuk muffin tapi malas nak susun cawan kertas kecik-kecik tu so tuang ja semua dalam acuan. Tapi banyak sangat chocolate chip kot so melekat habis semua and boleh dikira sebagai tak jadi. Fine. So beberapa hari kemudian, try buat lagi. Dah la buat time malam-malam. Bila excited kek dah siap, by that time satu rumah dah tidur. Huh. The second one was a plain chocolate cake. Rasa dah sedap. Tapi macam tak naik. Leper ja. Kak chik cakap, quote,

"Tak macam kek. Macam bengkang".

Hampeh. Mak punya la tak puas hati, kenapa kek tu tak jadi sebab selama ni dia buat jadi ja. Maybe I don't have the touch kot. Dia investigate habis and finally find out that aku letak some tepung naik sendiri or something instead of sodium bicarbonate. Kalau takdak benda tu, memang tak kan naik la kek tu. Mana nak tau. Mak cakap,

"Patut la tak naik langsung kek tu. Tu pun dia gagah naik sebab teloq ja".

Oookei. So hari ni, try buat cookies pulak. Surprisingly, jadi!! Macam biskut Famous Amos yang mahal tuuuu.. Resipi mak memang best! Memandangkan tengah semangat, nak try buat kek lagi. So ajak la abah cari acuan kek bentuk love (memang dasar perempuan bimbo yang typical). Abah pun layan ja. Mula-mula cari kat Giant, takdak, So ajak abah cari kat Tesco, takdak jugak. At last ajak abah cari kat kedai kek, baru la jumpak (like, DURHHH!). Yang bestnya, abah layan ja. Terharu pun ada. So siap lah kek coklat saya yang berbentuk LOVE! Malas nak include gambar sebab belum letak moist dia and conteng "Happy Birthday To Me!!". Pathetic gila buat kek hari jadi untuk diri sendiri. (Cukupkah hint di situ?)

Whatever. Sungguh seronok sebab kek finally jadi. The best part is, I realize that I'm not doing this to impress anyone else. I know that most people around me doesn't really eat cakes but I just want to try and prove to myself that I can do it! Kan bagus kalau semangat ni ada time study. Sigh. And I'm not doing this just to impress a guy or make the girls jealous (because I know they don't and they surely won't). I'm just doing it for fun. Wth. Ok ok nak take one last look at the cake then sleep.

my life.not.

Ok so it's my 104th day of being here. Yay! I've had my hair blonde, blue, pink and all sorts of colours, pigtails, buns and etc. I've rented my own apartment and finally got the chance to be independent and be out of my parents' house. Phew! I started from the very beginning. Being a baker doesn't give me much but it is enough to pay the rent and bills. When I first got there, I was invited to a party and was required to bring a partner. Shoot! I didn't have one yet. A friend suggested that I hit the club. So I thought, "What the hell" and just gave it a try. After a few nights spent there, I finally got a boyfriend! His name is *****, an old actor. We had fun for a few weeks but then I can't sem to find the same feelings I used to have for him. So i decided that it was time to end everything. I told him that it was over but he couldn't let me go. I had to try very hard and finally he gave up. What's the point of being with someone who doesn't love you anyway, right? After we broke up, I went on an eating binge. How was I to know that it would be affect me that much. I kept on eating chocolates and ice creams to keep my mind off of things. Little that I know that I was putting on weight, really fast. So when I finally come to my senses, I hit the gym everyday and started eating healthy again. But still, I wasn't that happy. So I went to town and got a haircut! And I woke up one day, I decided to be a hairstylist! So I went for training and finally got a job in the coolest salon in town. After sometime, I got bored and decided that it was time to move on. So there I was, back in the club, trying to hit on guys. After a few days of trying (realy hard), there I was with this cute, hot guy who looks like some rock star who dated Amy Winehouse. A few weeks passed and I decided that beauty isn't everything but looking good never did any harm. So I had a facelift. It cost me a lot, but then it's beauty we're talking about here! The I ha an offer to be a plus-sized model. Is it that obvious? So I had to put on more weight so that I could gain those vivacious curves. It was fun for a while. But then my boyfriend was not happy with my facelift (and those curves, I guess) so we broke up, leaving me with that body. Darn. So I worked really hard to get those great curves that I had before and it paid me well. So now life has never been better. So far I've got 3 boyfriends, I think. No, wait, or is it 4. Oh, I've lost count. *wink* But now I'm with this great Italian guy who gives me lots of money everyday. Now I'm on training to be a secretary and I'm saving my money to get a breast implant. Do you think it will be okay? You think he'll like it? We'll see!

Okay. So that is my bimbo's life. The truth is, I woke up at 9 am yesterday when my sister's 7-month-old baby girl started to cry beside me. So I took her to the living room, turned on the TV, tossed some toys to her and turned on the computer. She started to bug me, so I took off her clothes and got her bathed, got her all dolled up and gave her milk. I was hoping that she would fall asleep but no, her round eyes were staring back at me, wanting me to play with her, I guess. So I put her in her (kerusi roda, what is it called again?) and started to make funny faces and fake baby talks. Oh God. After a few minutes of being a retarded adult, I went to the kitchen to fix some breakfast for myself. Surprisingly, she followed me. Haha. So to be fair, I blend her porridge so that I can feed her while I'm eating my breakfast in front of the TV. That went well. But still, she wouldn't sleep. So I gave her some plain water and she nearly choked to death (exxxaggerrattee. Ok just some coughs, two or three) and continued playing. She started to make sounds again so i gave her bottle of water again and FINALLY she fell asleep. I returned to the kitchen and realized that I was watching a cooking channel all morning. What has gotten into me?! After about an hour of nap, she woke up so I have to play with her again and then put her to sleep again, I mean, get her to sleep. It was 3pm and I was the one who fell asleep first. She just wouldn't take her nap! And I dreamt that I was hit by a few buffaloes and foxes when I was driving. I was hit by them, not I hit them. WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT?!! Ok I'm shutting up.

p/s : malas gila nak baca balik and check for grammatical errors or whatever. tah hapa2 tah aku tulis. adoi.

Baby

Name : Muhammad Hariz Zakwan bin Mohd Hamzali

Date of birth : 25 November 2009

Time of birth : 12.59pm

Weight : 3.4kg

Length : (erm..lupa)

Welcome home, Hariz! (Sorry, I don't think I will call you "Zakwan" because it feels so weird and brings back old flames and memories. Haha emo) Sekarang boleh lah kawan dengan Aleesya, kan? Sorry Aleesya, I forgot (intentionally) to make any tributes to you 8 months ago since I was too busy being jealous of you. Haha.. Now that Hariz is here, you are no longer Tokwan's little girl.

So now we can be friends :)

(Perlu la nak kangkang macam tu kan? Haish..)

This is Nur Aleesya Insyiroh (nama macam dalam novel *sigh*). Dia lahir time aku tengah test English II time foundation sem II. See?? I'm not that forgetful, okey?! So sekarang ni dia dalam lapan bulan lebih kurang kot. Malas la nak kira (ceh..macam tak ikhlas gila nak blog). Sejak dia lahir, aku makin dilupakan. I used to get all the attention from my parents, but now that she's here, she's the center of attention, which is somehow good in a way. (Ok..dah jadi hati ke hati pulak). Anywayyyy! Dia memang sangat comel and adorable (ok riak di sini) and bulat. Dia tak layan tedy bear teddy bear semua ni. Kalau bagi kat dia teddy bear, dia tolak tepi. Sebaliknya, dia sanggup merangkak ke nun jauh di sana kalau dia nampak remote control TV atau handphone. Dia cukup suka main dengan handphone (wonder where she got that from). It's her teether. Tak tau la kenapa dia tak gigit benda teether lembik-lembik dia tu. Nak jugak gigit handphone. Haish.

Buat masa sekarang, dia kurang minat dengan Hariz. Maybe dia rasa tergugat kot sebab dia dah tak jadi center of the attention anymore. That's what I felt dulu, okey?!! Hahaha..childish sungguh. Takpa Aleesya, kita gang dua orang ek? Geng terbuang. Inilah dia bila dia ada dekat dengan Hariz

(Hariz and Aleesya)

(Ni time Aleesya tak sedaq ada makhluk lain kat sebelah dia.)

(Ni time dia dah sedaq..tengok pulak Tok dia dok pegang orang lain selain dia, terus jeles.

Belajaq dari mana tak tau. Ehem.)

(Perlu la nak buat muka macam tu kan..aish)

(Ni Aleesya time dia 4, 5 hari kot..tah tak ingat)

(Ni Hariz time dia 2, 3 hari..tah tak ingat)

Spot the difference. Same tudung. Same shirt. Different babies. It it seriously unintentional. Sungguh la bimbo.

(Aleesya)

(Hariz)

Same bakul, different babies.

What am I doing updating my blog about babies?! Oh my God. Siap tertidoq lagi time tulis blog ni. Nampak sangat tak ikhlas. Oh well. Will be spending TWO MONTHS with Aleeysa while her Mommy goes to work. I'm looking forward to our two months together, Aleesya! Can't wait!

(Ends with a fake smile plastered on the writer's face.)

All the exam blues..washed away..

"Weh..bila exam start weh?"

"Eyy..exam next week laa..aku tak start study lagi..camne ni"

"Aku ni?? Tak nak cakap lak an"

"Aku pun! Statics susah dowhh"

"Taknak tanya DGE kitorang plak..apa pun tak study lagi ni"

"Eleh..banyak la ko tak study lagi..yang selama ni gi irc tu ape??"

"Ala..takde maknenyeeee"

"Eleh..ko kan genius..tak study pun boleh score"

"Hotak kau aku genius..aku ngarut je dalam exam tu"

"Ngarut la sangat..semua yang ko ngarut tu betul kott..huhh!"

"Tah hang neh! Hang tau dak kita ada gap 10 hari untuk last paper?"

"Budak EE last sekali habis paper..siot betul"

"Takpe la..gap 10 hari tu boleh kita gi Tambun. Yay!"

"A'ah..tak pun kita gi Kellie's Castle ke.."

"Konvoi pangkor jom!"

Ok ok dah lari dari topik. Sebenaqnya, nak cakap.. Ni la ayat-ayat familiar yang selalu didengari sebelum exam (colour coordinated, ok?). Pejam celik pejam celik, sekarang ni dah habis dah semua tu. Semua dah balik cuti. Dua bulan kat rumah pulak tu. I'm gonna miss you guys sooooooo much!!!

2012...zzzzz

So..finally, EXAM IS OVER!

And to celebrate, gagah la pi tengok cerita 2012 yang Mimi dah bising sangat nak tengok tu. Kalau tak tengok, sampai sem depan pun dia akan ungkit. Tahan la telinga. Huhu. So far ramai yang dah tengok cerita yang dah fully-booked everytime kitorang check kat Jusco tu. Terpaksa la kami book online, and siap print tiket tu kat IRC lagi.

And the review of the movie is..

Taubat la cepat weyyyy..huhu

My Family (tajuk macam karangan budak sekolah rendah)

(malas dah nak edit so that gambaq budak kecik pompuan tu fit into the picture. penat lah try)
Tak sedaq pulak ada 9 orang plus 2 kucin dalam family neh. Can you find me? The one yang terbuang tuu..yang hujung tuu.. Terpaksa letak 2 ekoq kucin untuk mengelakkan nampak terlalu terbuang..huhu
Whatever it is, I love all of you.:D

Exam Mood

Got my playlist checked,

i wanna be trapped in a sound proof room,

screaming along to angry chick songs,

full blast.

There's no need to read this post coz it's mainly complains and is just a waste of time. Sigh.

It all started with me waking up at 8.15 am and the first thing that came to mind was, "Damn! Semalam tak bangun!". Sigh. The night before, I planned to sleep for one hour and wake up at midnight to continue doing some DE. I set my alarm to 12.00 (forgetting that it was set to 24-hours system). Very clever. I didn't ask my housemates to wake me up because they were already asleep by that time. Little that I know, they woke up later to study. Darn, how I felt so low. They were all up studying, and there I was sleeping and dreaming that exam was over, seriously.

(Mental note: never sleep for one hour and claim that you will wake up later. You really can't do it, Rosma!).

So i got up and got ready to go to the library. Honestly, I really can't stay near that bed. We went there and study and stuff. As expected, the alarm rang off at 12 noon. Darn. Then Farah came with the pendrive. The next thought of the day, "AW tak siap lagi!!".

(Mental note : Stop all last minute thingy. Period).

So Mimi did some editing here and there while Farah and I went for Zohor. By today, I realized that it's hard to please everybody.

I asked Farah and Awang to join me for lunch and she said,

"Takpe la..korang g la makan dua orang. Jangan lupa bawak Mimi".

Okay. So I asked Mimi to join us for lunch and she said,

"Takpe la..korang g la makan. Aku nak makan petang kang".

After a lot of persuasion, she still wouldn't budge. So okay. I said to him,

"Jom2..pi makan"

And he said,

"Takpe la..awak pi la makan ngan diorang..".

Hmm.

So i went back to the library.

It's very complicated, really. But maybe I'm the one who made it complicated. Trying to satisfy everyone but really, it's impossible. Sorry you guys, I really don't know what to do anymore.

(Mental note : Stop trying to please everyone. Do not think too much of what others would feel. Consider yourself sometimes).

Mimi finished with the editing, so I was supposed to print and compile it. Okay. so I went downstairs to the information counter to print and the person in charge said,

"Hari ni takleh print la, dik.. Printer out of ink".

(Mental note : I've got to check out what's wrong with my printer and get it fixed).

Darn. It was 4.15pm and the office closes at 5.00pm. So I rushed upstairs to get the car keys and went out to the parking lot. Great. There's a car behind mine. Not directly behind but there wasn't enough space to reverse. Okay. Took a deep breath, keys in the ignition, started the engine. Tried getting out of the parking space a few times and failed. I'm an amateur driver. It is really hard, okay?! It was only a few minutes after getting into the car that the rain poured like, SO HEAVILY. So I was stuck in the car while some idiot parked behind me and I really can't go anywhere. Perfect way to spend my two before-the-final-exam days. After a lot of cursing, blood, sweat and tears, I stopped trying and just sat there, feeling stupid. The clouds were still not showing any sign that the rain was gonna stop anytime soon. Cursing alone really did not help so the next thought that came to mind was,

"Bismillah..last try".

Took a deep breath, and started to shift the gear to reverse. It's hard to look at the rear view mirror since it was raining so heavily. I don't care anymore if I hit that car behind me. It's his fault anyway, it's not even a parking space. So yeah, I finally managed to get out. Yay!

(Mental note : Really, cursing does not help anything).

What an amateur. Huh. Once I was out, I didn't know where I should head to. The original plan was to go to a printing shop but then, the rain..hmm.. Not knowing what to do, texted them, saying that it is impossible to get everything ready before 5pm so we agreed to submit it tomorrow. By that time, my phone was out of battery. Perfect timing. Great. One problem settled. Next, I didn't know where to go in that rain. So I drove back to V3, while trying to figure out how to run in the HEAVY RAIN (okay..I've mentioned this part before) in this white baju kurung. So I drove around and parked somewhere really close to the entrance so that I can just dart out of the car without being drenched. Before going out, I searched for any umbrellas in the car. Darn. None. If I'm not mistaken, I have six umbrellas back in the room. Great. As if it would rain in the room. So i hoped to be lucky and ran to the back of the car to check if there were any umbrellas. Now, it's a problem to open that boot. I had to go back and forth in the rain just so the boot would pop up. Never mind, I was too happy to see the white and red umbrella to be mad at the boot.

(Mental note : Never laugh at your dad when he insisted on putting seven umbrellas in the car, literally).

Just imagine, by that time, I was totally drenched from top to bottom in my white baju kurung. Okay stop imagining.

(Mental note : Do not wear baju kurung if it looks like it's gonna rain. especially if it's white).

I even took a slightly longer route which do not require me to walk pass staring eyes, which is the cafe, and rushed back to the room, dripping wet, literally, again. So..that is my luck for today. Well, it's not even a day. I still have another 6 hours to go. Wait, it's 6pm already?! God!! Okay. So here I am in my room eating a steaming hot bowl of Maggi. You never disappoint me, dear. I can't go back to the library. The rain is too..okay I've mentioned it. I'll continue my DE here. Then the next thought came,

"Lecture notes ngan buku semua ada kat library lah! Shoot!".

Nine Phrases Women Love..

1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing g usually end in fine.

4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

5. Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6. That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say “you’re welcome”; that will bring on a “whatever”):

8. Whatever: Is a woman’s way of saying SCREW YOU!

9. Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to #3.

TenderButtons

So this means that women should really just shut up? Women complicate themselves. It's like talking to aliens sometimes. Do that to please a woman, do this to make her smile. Don't make her cry. Act as if you're interested when she's telling you about her little newfound pimple. Be there for her, don't be there for her. Give her attention, not too much though. Take her to 5-star restaurants, and not some cheap stalls.

How to make a woman happy? Easy. A man only needs to be a friend (being understanding), a lover (a passionate one), a companion (be there when she's bored), a driver (take her everywhere she wants, anytime), a listener (a very good one since you'll need to survive the one hour ramble on how much weight she's been putting on lately), and all the typical things; funny, caring, true, faithful, dependable, passionate and stuff. Oh and not to forget, you'll need to compliment her all the time though she looks like hell, you've got to love shopping and don't show a single sign of boredom. You'll also need to be rich to buy her stuff, and you'll have to restrain yourself from looking at other girls while you're with her (I know it's hard for you guys. Pffttt). At the same time, you should never be jealous of her guy friends because then she'll feel over protected. But then you still need to be jealous because if you don't, she'll think that you don't care anymore. You should also give her lots of space and never worry about where she goes and who she's with. And the main thing, NEVER forget birthdays and anniversaries and all the plans she makes. You'll be dead if you do.

Woah..what am I, a guy here? Sorry, blame the hormones in me. Sometimes girls are such a pain. Does that include me? Hahaha..

Should have gone to the library just now. Look what I'm doing now. Sigh.

~sixteen~

Taylor Swift - Fifteen

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors

It's the morning of your very first day

You say "Hi" to your friends you ain't seen in a while

Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here

For the next four years in this town

Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say

"You know I haven't seen you around, before"

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

And when you're fifteen

Feeling like there nothing to figure out

Well count to ten, take it in

This is life before who you're gonna be

Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail

And soon enough you're best friends

Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool

Well be out of here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and hes got a car

And you're feeling like flying

And you're mommas waiting up and you think hes the one

And you're dancing round your room when the night end

When the night ends

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tell you they love you

You're gonna believe them

When you're fifteen and your first kiss

Makes your head spin round but

In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team

But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted

Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday

But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy

Who changed his mind and we both cried

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall

Ive found that time can heal most anything

And you just might find who you're supposed to be

I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

Your very first day

Take a deep breath girl

Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.

Ok I can't believe I'm copying and pasting from one of Taylor Swift's songs, a girl which has been singing, say, three songs about high school? Grow up! Well, maybe I should tell that to myself. Hah!

Ok, change the title to sixteen and it's perfect. Sometimes I just wish I can forget high school, well, at least the haters. But for the wonderful people I've met there, I can't wait to see you guys (that excludes you, belle) again in the reunion! (as if I would go la kan).

People Works Best Under Pressure?

Some people work best under pressure.

SO NOT!

Today I went to Miss Salina's office to ask for some "consultation" about our Digital Electronics project, which needs to be submitted next week, mind you. In the end, she ended up modifying most of our circuit design. LOL. Thanks Farah, for designing. Sorry for not much help offered, but I think I can deal with it if I can see and hold the components in my hands. To design it in the computer and imagine the LED to light up is sooooo...erm..not yet..maybe later, I'll need to work more on that. Huhu. I'll do the circuit later tonight, pinky promise! By the way, back to Miss Salina's office. I'm so moved with all the little things she has on her desk. You know, the typical photo frames facing her, small cactus in front of her flat-screen monitor, two or three mugs filled with pens and pencils, and all other little things from home. I started to imagine myself in her place, say 10 year from now? How will my office/cubicle be like? All I can see is that it will be filled with PINK stuffs, Oh God forbid me! I sure hope i would outgrown this favourite-colour-thingy. Please oh please! I love it but sometimes it's soooo embarrassing..hahaha..

Ok got lots of things to be settled by next week:

- Submission of Digital Electronics Project! (Just now dah boleh run dah program tu..tiba2 pulak tak leh run..adoi laa)

- Submission of Academic Writing Project! (On the way! On the way!)

- Submission of Structured Programming Project! (Keeping the LEDs to blink and stop blinking when the button is pushed. It's fascinating how you can control those blinking LEDs with just a click on the computer. I don't know, but I feel soooo Big Bang Theory! ;the TV series, not the actual one. Sigh. )

- Introduction to Oil and Gas Test! (Oh how fun!)

- Digital Electronics I Test! (No, wait. This is double the fun! Yay!)

Blame the management for cramming up everything in the last week before the exam week, and for removing our dear study week where we enjoyed going to IRC night and morning, just looking at people, and study of course. Ehem.

Oh yeah, and thank you for arranging our exam timetable so that Academic Writing, Differential Equations, and Circuit Theory papers will be on three days in a row, and the Digital Electronics paper will be 10 days later.

Shut up and blame yourself for doing everything so last minute. A big "PADAN MUKA!" on your face.

Oh yeah. Not to mention a FULLY SUPPORTED (yes, that includes makan, duit minyak, tiket masuk nak main-main macam orang gila sebelum exam, like, you know, to-forget-all-the-trouble-day before the exam?) trip to Bukit Merah this Sunday, thanks to the English Languange Club. Like, DON'T YOU HAVE ANY OTHER PERFECT TIMING?! Oh well, we would LOVE to join you guys, especially when it's FREE but no thank you, we've got things enough to handle. If we do go this Sunday, memang sangat tak sedaq diri lah! (ok, just got a message from the project manager saying that it's not so free after all. Oh well. Nothing to lose. Except for the FUN).

Ooohh! And I found out that if I take Nescafe, I would really stay awake until like, tomorrow morning? Before this, I've always thought that it's only in the mind, it's only mindset. Plus, Mommy never said anything about me taking caffeine. But after trying it for a few days, it really works! But after three or four times consuming it, I ended up sleeping for more than 10 hours. What a noob.

Ok I'm logging off Gtalk and YM and Facebook.

Oh yeah, and MissBimbo.

Stay away!!

Gosh.

QUOTES

Hey you,
goodluck over there.
Hope to see you before you die.
:)

I used to catch you staring,

but now those eyes are nowhere to be seen.

63 annoying questions

63 Annoying Questions

thanks to facebook

Song that always makes you sad	: adoi..banyak kot..tolong aku-hujan
Last thing you bought	: a pink pencil. hahahaha
Last person you argued with	: the only person i argued a lot with
Do you put butter before putting the jelly on	: erm...kalau grape ngan peanut butter yang pusing2 tu kira tak?
One of your nicknames as a kid	: chi
Did you ever own at one time a Nsync Cd	: time tu kecik sangat..pinjam kaset kakak ja :D
Favorite day of the week	: rabu rabu! coz cam sikit ja kelas
Favorite Sundae topping	: choc
Did you take Piano lessons	: i'd prefer guitar lessons, zaman bila tah
Most frequent song played	: usually will put it on shuffle mode
TV show you secretly enjoy	: secretly? why should it be secret? lantak la nak cakap apa.. at the monet, big bang! yeah yeah i know it's a bit too late
Would you rather play basketball or hockey	: heh..basketball..LOL
Date someone older or younger	: older might be a nice change
One place you could travel right now	: don't have anything in mind
Do you use umbrellas	: if i REALLY have to. tak cool la guna umbrella. haha
Do you know all the words to your national anthem	: mesti lah!
Favorite Cheese	: erm..apa pon xpa
Disturbed or My Chemical Romance	: duh! mcr!
Blondes or Brunettes	: blondes are usually dumb. usually, i say. so...
Best job you ever had	: do i ever? nak jadi tukang pam minyak pon kena interview. tah hapa2 tah
Did you go to your high school prom	: had been invited, but rejected. darn.darn.
Perfect time to wake up	: 8am means another 2 hours to snooze my alarm, 11am is already too hot. erm..in the middle la kot?
Perfect time to go to bed	: when i'm REALLY sleepy, it's such a bliss!
Do you use your queen right away in chess	: dah lama gila tak main chess..coz slalu kalah. slalunya guna yang depan2 tu ja..queen last2 baru guna..time dah nak mati..haha
Ever been in a car accident	: yeah..not injured tho
Closer to mom or dad...or neither	: erm..dad? in certain things..and mom in other certain things..haha..but neither when the exam result is out.
What do you call your sweetheart lovingly	: not anymore.
What decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager	: now is ok lah
Favorite shoes you have EVER owned	: my first ever kasut yang nampak macam pompuan..erm..lupa lah..yang pasti dia kaler pink :D
Do you have an article of clothing from your childhood	: hah? tak paham soklan.
Were you in track and field	: track penah, field penah.
Were you ever in a school talent show	: ermmmmmmm....nahhh
Have you ever written in a library book	: hahahaha..penah kot
Allergic to	: dusts, cats. this is true, chaq! please, it's not in my mind!
Favorite fruit	: nangka? hahaha..tembikai..laici..bla3
Have you watched sex and the city	: yeahyeah
Baseball hat or toque	: tudung.LOL
Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap	: shampoo. so that i have time to rinse, put on conditioner and then soap. okay. too much info.
Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste	: wet!
Pen or pencil	: depends.
Have you ever gambled at a casino	: nono
Have you thrown up on a plane	: been on a plane pon tak penah
Have you thrown up in a car	: yeah. thank god ada plastic bag
Have you thrown up at work	: atas meja time semua orang berdiri bagi salam kat cikgu time kat tadika? yes.
Do you scream on roller coasters	: yeahyeah..for the fun of it.
Who was your first prom date	: oh shut up.
Who was your first roommate	: erm..the current one? aahh..bosan2
What alcoholic beverage did you drink for the first time	: hahaha..neva
What was your first job	: kan dah cakap..interview untuk jadi tukang pam minyak pon kena reject.
What was your first car	: PEM!
When did you first go to a funeral	: time kecik2
How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown	: form 4 / sweetest sixteen
Who was your first grade teacher	: huh? ermmmm...darn..lupa. puan asiah! yeah that's it!
When did you sneak out of your house for the first time	: woh..takot la..bilik mak abah depan pintu rumah.
Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them	: in reality, i'm not really confortable with my bestfriend. jadahnya kan? but the current ones are ok la.haha
Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house	: beseri yang bengong
Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day	: depends.
Whose wedding were you in, the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsman	: blom lagi la. tunggu depa kawen.
What is the first thing you do in the morning	: guling.
What was the first concert you attended	: nasib baik estranged, bunkface, amy search, aizat semua tu mai utp. kalau tak, tak penah. tu kira konsert la e?
First tattoo or piercing	: shut up again.
Where did you go on your first airplane ride	: shut up, i say!!
First celebrity crush	: ranma. kira celebrity ka?

69 things about me. thanks to facebook.

69 Things About Me

thanks to facebook.

Height	: 155cm..or maybe more now?
Weight	: dah lama tak weigh..haha
Birthday	: 2 january 1990
Town you were born in	: bukit mertajam, penang
Single or Committed	: so-so
Favorite band	: mcr
Favorite sports team	: hahahahaha..LOL
Favorite drink	: i'm flexible
Favorite getaway	: here, just in the car, going no where anyway
Favorite pasttime	: listening to music and singing along..in a group is betta!
Favorite reality show	: it's been a while since i followed any tv series
Best thing to ever happen to you	: learning a lot about life from him
Favorite clothes	: oh well..u know the dress that i can't fit in
Your hair color	: black
Pepsi or Coke	: don't prefer carbonated drinks..how can someone drink this non-stop?!
Do you kiss on the first date	: nope
Chocolate or Vanilla	: choc!
Favorite restaurant	: oohh..this is hard..kenny rogers? nandos? kfc? ok i'll settle with seri selatan
Love or money	: money and love
Blondes or Brunettes	: brunettes
Ever bungee jumped	: nope
Ever swam in the ocean	: float, yeah. wait, or was it sea? ok no.
Ever been in love	: so they say
Ever broken someones heart	: apparently
Had your heart broken	: indeed
Broke a bone	: nope.
Favorite TV show character	: sheldon!!!!!
Cats or Dogs	: cats
Pizza or Burger	: burger lor
Your first crush	: during kindergarten..ahaks
Ever lied to your parents	: duh..who doesn't..i sound like anak derhaka lah
Worst fear	: something bad happening to the people i cherish..phobia lah!
Your weakness	: u tell me
Any tattoos	: wish i had one if i can but that's soooooooooo not gonna happen
Favorite subject in school	: used to be maths but then differential equations is so hard, demit, so just have to settle with english, but then again, AW??huh
Kisses or hugs	: both will be perfect
Done anything you regret	: disappointing them, him..sorry :(
Passive or aggressive	: passive i think
Morning or Evening	: evening
Summer or Winter	: ok i'll change it to sunny or rainy. i'll take rainy. all the sweat, euw.
Ever won a sports medal	: does melontar peluru time hari sukan count?
Ever been out of your country	: nope
Your dream vacation	: aahhh..the typical ones..but i prefer beaches, i think.
Best gift you have received	: erm..that's tough..errrmm..everything lah.
Favorite Actor	: alaahhh...malas lah..skip2
Favorite Actress	: skip2 too
Best compliment someone gave you	: mana leh gtaw..itu riak namanya.
Do you hate anyone	: the backstabbers, hell yeah.
Hip-hop or Rock	: rock
Favorite perfume	: ck euphoria
Ever been fined by a traffic cop	: nope. kot
Country you'd love to visit	: aaahhhh..the typical ones kot..malas nak dreaming pergi sana sini. when it's time, it's time.
Ever been to a drive-in-movie	: ada ka kat malaysia ni?
Ever lied to teachers in school	: ermmmmmmmm..ya kot :)
Craziest thing you've done	: trying to find cd's in taman maju and ended up in lumut for an overnight.
Your craziest dream in life	: being a lesbo
Ever dyed your hair	: nak mati? nak pierce pon takleh
City you live in	: hurm. kulim. sungai petani. tronoh? wait, that's not a city
Favorite day of the week	: rabu coz petang free!
Favorite childhood memory	: naik moto jalan2 dengan abah
Do you swear a lot	: not really..only when i'm really pissed
Ever puked at a party	: nono
Ever danced all night long	: ish..nono
Have a crush on anyone	: who doesn't?
Your best buddy these days	: do i need to say more? nanti ada orang terasa lak..you know who you are lah..haha
Are you a health freak	: don't think so
Vehicle you drive	: my daddy's wira

Amira Nabilla Norahmad Shah (part II)

How do I start. Well, a simple

"Happy Birthday!"

would do.

:)

Babe,

despite all the bitchy things that you've done and said,

despite all the rolling eyes that I've got,

despite all the "Eeee! Baju apa you pakai ni?!" from you,

despite all the "I tak tau apa yang you fikir time tu"

despite all the times that you make me feel like pulling out your hair;

you are still the one who passed me the tissue with trembling hands when I cried in the car,

you are still the one who would sit beside me in silence when I'm down,

you are still the one who would fill my every minutes without any uncomfortable silence,

you are still the one that I would never run out of things to say,

and you are still the one who made me cry and laughed and gave me all the hugs that night.

I'm not that good with words.

But all in all, you stayed with me through thick and thin.

Thanks babe.

I love you, my bestroustroustroustrous friend!

By the way, good luck with your SAYANG!!

And for that little question that's still stuck in your head,

Yes, I love my budak bulat.

For now.

:D

Can't wait to double date!!

As if!

HAHAHAHAHA!