amira nabilla bt norahmad shah. =)

Belle..
I mish u soooo much!
I mish talking to you everyday..
I mish seeing you everyday..
I mish waiting for you when you get ready every morning..
Erm..wait..i sound like a psycho..
Ok2..i’ll rephrase..
Meow, rndu la nk mkn tgther2..
Rndu la nk wt our weekly activity...dat is...mengangkut bakul2 ke tngkat 1! (don’t make me mention it)
Rndu nk gelak2 cm nk mati kt bilik..n everywhere too, actually..


Rndu la time kita p lumut dulu, ingat x????
Our so-called road trip time bulan posa..haha..brilliant..
U were so happy time tu..napa ek??
Sebab jejaka2 tldm kah??
Oh yea! It’s your bday!!
All the way tu u kol suma org sbb dapat kol free..haha
Seb bek u tahan i daripada bukak posa time tu!
I sgt penat! huhu



Rndu time kita p makan ciken cop kt v3!
I know how much you love that ciken cop..



Rndu time kita jalan2 time mlm2 kt dpn v2..tp last2 lari coz nmpk anjing..huhu

This is currently my phone’s wallpaper..


U ingat tak time kita dah xdak keta tu, yg kita usung lappy-top**** masing2 pi irc malam tu time study week tu??
I know how much you hated going to irc dulu..
Tapi i heret jugak coz knonnya nak daftar course for next sem..
But in the end this is what we ended up doing..

Especially you la..
Haha..mmg expected dah..


After some time, kita berjaya duduk kat meja kat irc tu and actually study!

Erm..study la sangat, kan..


And ingat x time kita pi tgk estranged malam tu??
Sangat bes!
Kiri kanan kita ada org couple..dok bermesra-mesra..
Sangat menyampah!
Tapi kita jugak duduk tengah2, berdua-duaan..
And you even think people will start saying that we are les..haha..hmpeh
Pastu kita tunggu estranged keluar dari ch..
Tp diorang x kuar jugak..
Since it was very late, we started walking back tu v2..
Then, naseb baek i nk terkucil..ehem
Kita patah balik ke ch..
And this is what we got!

Yay!!

And not to mention the numerous songs you gave me.
Love them all!!


I had a lot of fun with you..
mish u mish u mish u!
You are my besfren for 3 years now!
You are my image consultant since forever!
You are my devil all the time! (and angel too..sometimes ja la)
;)
You are the one i turn to for so many approvals, other than my parents la..
Meow2, thnx for everything..
Hope we can be together in da same room for the next coming years..
Coz u know la kan..
Nobody can ever live in our room.
It’s very organized and coordinated and well-arranged and so damn neat.
Kan gurls???
We don’t want anyone to interrupt that, do we?
;)
Mish u, mwah mwah!

aktiviti hari ini..

Aktiviti hari ini:
Memilih baju pengantin.

Abang aku nak p jumpak tunang dia kat pendang..nak pilih baju pengantin together2..
Pastu mak ckp,
“ct tamaw ikut?”
“erm...”
“haa..ct ikut la abg p pendang”
“erm..ok gak. Dgn syarat, ct drive!”
“haa..baguih la..sebab, kalau lelaki dan perempuan bersendirian, we know who the third person, kn?”
“yala..yala..ct p”

So that’s the beginning of the story.
Perancangannya, nak bertolak sesudah subuh..biasa la tu bagi family aku.. kalau nak bertolak ke mana2 yang melibatkan tol (means agak jauh la tu), kena bertolak sesudah subuh ala2 dinihari..
Nak dekat pukul 7.30 pagi, aku dah ready. Siap nak pakai tudung dah.
Tapi abang aku baru nak terkial-kial p mandi..ish..geram2..dah la aku ngantuk.
Tapi tak pa..
By 8.20am, kami bertolak dari rumah.
All the way, aku drive sambil melalak dalam kereta. Abang aku dengaq ja la.
Then time lagu mocca- secret admirer (thnx again to belle..haha), aku nyanyi ja la.. abang aku suka rupanya. Dia ulang lagu tu sampai aku agak boring la..pastu dia suruh transfer lagu tu kat dia..tah hapa2 tah abg aku tuh.
After almost 2 hours, kitorang sampai la kat pendang.
Rumah bakal kakak ipar aku tu, kak liza terletak di tengah2 sawah padi.
So sebelum sampai tu, aku tukaq driver ngan abg aku la.. nk suh aku drive?? Wt terjun dalam bendang ja.
Masuk2 ja jalan nak p rumah kak liza tu, kami dua orang jadi perak..erm..batak..jakun.. sebab tengok sawah padi yang sangat cantik and hijau and permai.

aku bukanlah jurugambar professional macam donny, sekin, adib bla3..
aku amek guna fon kamera ja..do harap maklum la quality dia kan..



Oh, i love it!
The scenery was fantastic, perfect, marvellous.
Dengan angin berdesir..
Padi melamai-lambai..
Aku jatuh cinta dengan sawah padi.
PIC
Ala..aku tau la aku tak reti wat ayat jiwang.ish
Walaupun dah hampir 19 tahun aku kat kedah, tapi aku tak pernah jejak kaki dalam sawah.
Well..you know la kan.. kulim kan metropolitan-la-sangat.
=)
So..
Kitorang sampai la rumah kak liza.
Ibu serta abangnya keluar menyambut kami.
Abang dia duduk depan abang aku, dok sembang2 la.
Aku tengok la abang aku, sebab dah tak tau nak buat apa, kn..
Guess what i saw?
Diorang dok sembang, but his bro was looking straight at me.
I bet he was checking me out!
Hahaha..ayat jijix nak mampueh.
Pastu dia tanya kat abang aku,
“adik tu dok buat apa skarang ni”
Abang aku jawab,
“blajaq lagi..kat utp”
Pastu laki tu cakap,
“ooo..yaka? ingatkan dah kerja dah”
Abang aku jawab,
“dak aiiihhh..kami adik-beradik memang muka tua”
WHADT??!!!!
What kind of answer is that?!!
Ish! Jatuh air muka aku.
Memandangkan saham aku dah jatuh, i paid less attention to him and more to the cat yang dok sondoi and tonggek2 kat aku.
That tabby cat is soooooo cute! Ekoq kembang! Aku pun sapu2 la dia dengan penuh kasih sayang dan kemanjaan..erm..apakah?? saya sangat gembira pada ketika itu!
That 15 minutes of fun gave me almost 5 hours of sneezing.
Oh, God.
Oh meow2..
I love you but i can’t touch you..
Sorry la..

Then we proceed..
Ke kedai2 pengantin.
Aku dah get ready dengan earphone dah..kot la boring..
Pastu terdengaq la suara2 sumbang,
Siti : abg! Amek la baju pink tu!
k.liza : abg! Yang tu cantik x?
Hehehe..mesti orang kedai tu konfius yang mana satu nak kawin dengan abang. Semua panggil dia ‘abang’..
Ya la..bukan senang nak amek abang aku!
Huh!!
Memandangkan i was such a third wheel, (i’m sure abg’s fiancee is cursing me like hell for tagging along..lol..), aku pun blah la p kedai magazine kat sebelah kedai pengantin tu..
As i was browsing through the magazines, one caption caught my eyes:

“BREAK? Apa nak buat?”
I grabbed it and paid quickly.
I know that it’s kinda cliche, to be reading something like this out from the magazine.
But who cares, right?
Judge me if you want. That’s the least thing that i care nowadays.
Sementara boring tunggu fitting session, aku pun baca la majalah remaja yang dah bertahun-tahun aku tak beli neh.
Here’s what the article says about what to do after breaking up:

1.Banyakkan berdoa dan bersabar
Check!

2.Makan coklat
Check!
Have you seen me lately?!!
Dah bulat cam roda PEM kott..haha

3.Luahkan kepada kawan rapat
Check!
Thanks, my dearests. Belle, sekin, jah, mimi, farah, donny. You come into my life when i needed you the most..mwah!!

4.Berhibur
Check!
Hahaha..more than ‘berhibur’ dah kot. Dah pi main bowling dengan you guys, shopping lagi, pi irc together2 lagi, movie night kat bilik aku lagi, slumber party kat bilik aku jugak..haha..

5.Tidur
Check!
Oh..no need to mention this tip. I do this more than the time required!

sekiiiiinnnnnnnnn

Sekin,
Oh, aku dh suka taip ‘sekin’..hehe
Wey..
aku rndu la kt hg..huhu..
Rndu time 1st time jln p kls tghther..ingt x??
Aku takot kot kat hg dulu..huhu
Pastu rndu time kita p kol lab..n dok ushar2 pink..hehe
Rndu time dlm kls..mst ddk sblah hg..
kalu aku ngntok, mst hg ketok2 aku..ceh
Paling bes time kita present drama!

Hahahahaha..lwk la weyy..
Tdung senget brapa degree???

tringat time kita cemas tme buat eksperimen fizik yg slalu x jadi! argh!

(sila abaikan makhluk berambut kerinting di belakang)

sungguhpun nnt hg dh ada kwn baru utk study sma2,

diharap, hg jgn la lupakan aku..huhu

rndu kamu!!
hope to see u soon!!!

~wasiat la sgt~

today..
mommy said something to me..
"don't try to assume responsibilities before your time"

hmm...
i've thought about it for quite a long time now..
somehow, everything that your parents say will turn out to be true..somehow..
it's true, huh?
one of my responsibilities now is to study..just to study..
so why do i have to go and find other irrelevant things to do?
like..trying to think of other peoples' hearts rather than yours..and only yours..
i don't know..
other people have different opinions, right?

but for me now..
i wanna study hard this time..really hard..
i don't have that kind of distraction anymore.
maybe somehow it's a blessing for me.
so kawan2..
kalau korang nampak aku dok lepak2 kat makcik sayang tu for more than 45 minutes for just 1 meal, feel free untuk ketuk kepala aku and chase me up to my room.
=)
kalau korang nampak aku ala2 dah ngantok time daam lecture tu, erm..tak payah la nak baling apa2 kat aku..jentik telinga aku dh la..kot2 la aku segar bugar balik..
kalau korang nampak aku dok berangan pulak time lecture, hah, baling la apa2 yg hampa nak baling. tp berpada2 la wey..
apa lg ek wasiat untuk korang..
ntah..
setakat ni tu ja kot..
keep on supporting me..
insan2 yang dah banyak tolong aku kat utp..in studies, life, girls' stuff..hahaha..
i miss u sooo much!


u know who u are..

my new room!

ni la kaler bilik aku yg baru!
maleh la aku nk pikir kaler pntu..
biaq ja la cmtu..
kaler pink gk..
hehehhe..
perempuannnnssss,
bila hmpa nk mai umah aku??
nnt knuri nxt year (insyaAllah), kita wt rombongan p umah aku, nk??
jom laaa...
jom laaaaaa...
teman aku jd bunga teloq gurl...
plizzzz...
tp kita nek bas la..
jgn harap nk p ngn PEM..
hehehe..
naaa???????????

eh..
xpa kan kalu letak gmbq bilik kt intrnet?
xdk sapa nk bomoh or anythng, kan??
lol

bloody incident..argh

susah sgt ka kalu nk berbakti kt org??
ish..

yesterday i went to da hospital..
my sis ajak p donate blood
since dh abeh boring n tataw nk wtpa, aku pun join ja la..
dh mmg exctd gla dh neh..
jmpk ja nurse tuh, dia suh timbang berat..
hahaha..sgt seronok!..berat masih ideal walaupun pipi dh kembong.. :)
pastu dia check jenis darah..
people! i'm an O-positive, k??
so kalu sapa2 eksiden, cari sy ya..haha
last2, nurse tu ckp,
"adik..adik xley donate blood..darah adik x cukup nk bg kt org len..cukup utk adik sorg ja.."
argh!
sdeynya sy!
skali lg kisah malu..kna reject lak..isk
dis is da 2nd time la..
dlu pnah try nk donate kt utp..
da same thing gak..
dia ckp,
"darah x ckup pekat..nxt time ya?"
huh..benci2!
nurse tuh suh mkn a lot of kerang n bayam n ikan bilis n apa lg tak taw..
so gurls,
nnt tiap2 ari kita msk sambal ikn bilis ek???

kisah malu 2

22 disember 2008

Today’s activity!

Painting my room! =)
So, we decided to paint our rooms ourselves. But da prob is, i have to share my paint wit my sis, who practically hates pink! She suggested blue-ish grey or grey-ish blue or sthng..
No way!
Argh...so bla3, finally after some bla bla bla, i managed to convice her.. YAY!
We started painting..i chose pink n sthng like maroon.. hmm..typical gurl’s room..so what?
It took me...i dunno..myb nearly 2 hours to finish 2 walls.. it’s not such a nice work, i admit..with some patches here n there, i decided to paint it for da 2nd time..
Yala...saya bukan tukang cat yg berjaya.. aritu ada tukang cat mai cat umah pun, segan la nk pandang lama2..hehe
but by dat time, i was alrdy tooo tired n lazy n i was already guling2 on my sis’s bed..
so i stayed there all by myself, listening to mocca (thnx belle!)..
mak, abah n chaq were stll painting n i heard them talking..but in a hush hush way..
i was even tooooo lazy to get up n ask “haa! Ngumpat siti ka?!”.. so i juz stayed there..
aftr a while, i went back in da room to start painting again n mom said “meh la mak nk try cat”.
Then she ended up finishng all da 2 walls. Hee~
But she did a very gud job taw..anak dia ni ja hopeless sket..erm..hopeless byk kott..
Then kami 4 org sembang2 la..bla bla bla..
Then it broke..
Mom said, “mak sedih la tgk ct cat td..ish”
And i was like, “haa??? Kenapa?????!!!”
And abah n chaq were alrdy grinning.
Then i knew..
Tme diorg sembg2 tu, diorg tgh ckp psl beapa CHANTEKnya saya mengecat.
Argh..
Time tu, mak cm dh nk tegoq betapa belemoihnya anak dia wt keja..
Yala! Tompok sana! Tompok sini! Sana terang, sini pudaq!
Huhuhuhu...
Bt abah shut her up..takot anak pmpuan dia ni kecik hati kot..
Tp last2, abh pun join chaq ngn mak gelak..
Isk!
I feel sooooo hopelessly HOPELESS!!

Oh..kenapa la aku suka kutuk diri sniri dlm ni..
Adoi..
Malunya saya..


eniwei..
rakan2..
aku tataw nk cat kaler apa untuk pintu..
da plan is nk wat polkadot..
ada idea x nk wt kaler apa?
tolooongggggg.....

kisah malu 1

Oh...i’m doing a collection of kisah memalukan diri sniri..ish

A few days ago...
I went to jusco with chaq..
Shopping for pre-bday giftssssss!
Yay!
At 1st..juz jln2 ja.. then dia suh try 1 beg neh..
So aku try ja la..no harm done, kan?
Tiba2..
Terjatuh chenta la pulak dgn beg tersebut..
Owh, sgt chantek skali!
But kinda too sporty n masculin for me..huhu
X kisah! Nk jgk!
Myb next sem ley tukaq identity jd tough sket..hehe
Soo..chaq pun bli la beg tu..
Time nk jln kuar dri jusco tu, lalu la kt tempat bedsheet n cadar n all those stuff tu..
Then sthng caught my eyes..
It was a very small bed, very very small n kinda cute..
So aku jln la sambil x lepas pandang ke arah katil tersebut..
Then sddnly..
TENG!!
Adoi...kepala aku trlanggaq bnda sensor yg nk detect org curi barang tuh..ala..yg kt entrance jusco tu..
X cukup dgn malu sbb trlanggaq bnda tu lg, then..
The stupid sensor rang off! Argh!!
Suma org dh pusing tgk aku..malunya saya tidak tertahan..
Then pak guard datang, “boleh tgk beli apa??”..sengih2..bnci aku..
Seb bek la aku x beli any sexy stuff time tu..hehe
Aku pun bg la beg tu kt dia...
Rupa2nya, tag kt beg tu x dibuang..so for sure la bnda sensor tu bunyi..isk
Memandangkn suma org (yg mmg sgt siott!) x lepas pandang tgk aku yg mcm ditangkap red handed for stealing, nk cover malu, aku pun gelak2 la dgn kakak aku smbil gosok2 kepala..
Pastu pak guard tu plak dok sembang2 kecik..
“blajaq kat mana?”
Aku x jwb..erm..ya la..we shuldn’t talk to strangers, kn?? Apatah lg memberi personal information..heh..overr lak..
Then chaq yg jwb stelah sy menyepi shaja..
“utp”
“apadia?”
“yutipii”
“erm...apa?”
Huh..aku nympah dh..
“petronas”
“ooo...kat mana ar? Kelantan?”
Ish mamat neh..dok serkap jarang suka hati dia ja..
“perak”
“perak kt mana?”
“tronoh”
“oo..yg ikut jalan....(bla bla bla)
By dat time aku dh zone out dh..maleh nk dgq..kakak aku ja yg bersabar hati melayan dgn muka pleasent..
Aku dh la tgh cuak + malu + MALU + MALU, lagi mau sembang2..huhu
Saya sgt maluu!!!!

pliz gve me one more chance..huhu

It’s true what people say, huh?
U never really know what u’ve got till it’s gone.
U’ve been tryng really hard to get it, u cud die trying.
But once u have it in ur grasps, u juz let them go.
Kinda useless, isn’t it?
I wish i cud hv dat another chance..
U know..juz to prove dat i can mke it happen dis time..
Regretting is such a waste of time!












How i wish i cud relive da 1st sem!!
Argh...sindrom menanti result..
If i cud turn back time..
Aahh...it will be sooooo dffrent..
Evrythng...
Evry part of it..
Hmmm....







Trus la angan2..

gathering dustssss

rakan2, ini 'gathering dusts'.. (belle, u knw how to pronounce dis, rite??)
i call it gathering dustsss coz it rlly is gathering dusts for da past 3 years!! argh!
sy mmg ingin mempelajari cara2 utk bermain gitar..
cukup la sekadar gitar kapok sebagai permulaan..
oleh itu, pada satu malam yg hening, yakni malam jumaat, (ehem),
setelah ibu dan ayah berangkat ke masjid untuk solat maghrib, 2 org anak perempuan mereka (aku la tu..) pun keluar ke pasaraya berdekatan dan membeli gitar kapok ini..
mereka berdua amat bersungguh-sungguh dan beriya untuk belajar bermain gitar.. tp x sempat nk blajaq men..
malangnya..ini cerita 3 tahun yg lalu.
hingga ke hari ini, gitar itu masih belum disentuh lagi..adoi..
come to think of it, sejak balik artu, aku x nmpk pon gitar tuh..
huh..mak dh simpan dlm stor kot..
ntah2, dia dh juai!
ergh...


oleh itu..
saya ingin bertanya kpd mereka yg pndai men gitar...





tolong ajaq aku!!!


kalu korg nk, nnt aku bwk nxt sem..
jah pun nk bwk gk, kn3??
nnt ley kita lwn ali n da geng (knon)
lgpun, kan rmai yg bercita2 nk p jamming (knon lg)
nnt kita blajaq sama2 naa?
naaa??????

malunya!

shud be, cuti mst la hepi, kn?
but i'm boredddd...huhu

newai..got nothng to do..so decided to start bloggng again after soooooo long..

last wknd..i went out with my ex's frens..kinda like a gurls-day-out.. i know they just wnna see "sapa rosma?? sapa ex kay??".. haha..to hell wit all dat..
so we went out..it was kinda awkward, really.. but whadda heck.. i need to go out eniwei.. we watched twilight, which was rumoured to be sooooo great. but some also said dat it was not dat good, it was claimed to be great juz bcoz of dat edward cullen.
well....for me...it was hard to judge.. yea, da hero is vry hnsem, no doubt. so dat makes it harder for me to judge da movie..haha.. but da gurls beside me were all like squirming n whispering "omg, hnsemnya diaa!", "kalu la dpt bf cm dia", etc..etc..
yea2, watchng dat movie makes me forget bout kay for a while..
tp kan..mana ada wujud laki yg hnsem gla cm nk mati cm dlm cita tu!..ala..cm impossible la..ish..kalu ada pun, npa aku x pnah jmpk??argh..
hahaha..


eniwei..
dis is strictly for gurls only..guys, jgn bca!







nothng, rlly..
mommy dearest is sick..so i gotta help wit da cooking..
omg..u knw im not gud wit cookng!..
ermm...mmg xdak guys bca dis blog, kn??
so..i was 'goreng'ing da ikan gelama..haha
n i was squrming at da kitchen.. n my dad came, asking wat's wrong.
hehehe..dh malu gla tme tu..
then dia tolong la sket2 goreng ikan tuh..
pastu after a lot more squirming n other sound coming from me,
siap la...ikan gelama masak pedas!
shud be, snang ja nk msk dis ni, kn??
but..u knw me..hahaha
then..tadda!
my dad was ready to eat..then he looked at da dish, looked at me, then at da dish
then he laughed at me!..
huhu..
dia ckp "pasni kna blajaq masak! nnt dh ddk 1 umah dgn kwn2, kwn masak, kita tu keja basuh pnggan ja"
listen to dat, gurls..im not cookng.. u guys cook, i'll do da dishes..haha
so..dats all rlly..
byk lg sbnqnya cta memalukn diri pasal masak neh..
smlm nk masak bubur for my sick mommy..tp terhangit plak!
n my dad jgk yg discover..
argh!
malunya saya!



again..no guys reading dis...kn??
kn?!!!!

my new lurve!!

Tolong aku sahabatku
Dengarkan jerit hatiku
Tentang dia, tentang dia, masih slalu tentang dia
Ajak aku bersamamu
Kemanapun engkau mau
Tenangkan aku, tenangkan aku, sabarlah tenangkan aku

Dia pernah membuatku merasa sempurna
Hingga akupun menjanjikan slamanya
Namun ternyata mimpi yang dia punya berbeda, berbeda…

Aku takkan bisa hidup tanpa dia
Dia yang membuat aku bahagia
Tolong aku untuk melupakan dia
Sungguh hanya itu yang aku pinta


waaa...belle....dis 1st post is dedicatd to u, bebeh!
ailebiu babe!!
tho i sound like a les, but kita kan bff-la-sgt! =)

nk ckp psl blle la...
bla i serabut, u la yg dok wt lwk bdo..
dat actually made me laugh like hell..
thnx 4 last nite, i was rlly2 down, nearly broke down, again..
bt then u came n..as usual..gelak x brenti smpai tgh mlm..
tah apa yg lwk sgt, i pun x ingt dh..
babe, sian la jiran2 kita yg rm neh..huhu..
sori la whai jiran2ku..
tah hapa2 laaaa!
i nk gtaw smlm..hw i laff yu...
tme kita stdy kta ats katil tu..
tp nnt u wat ngada2 trharu, mleh nk lyn.. =)
thnx 4 evrythng!!!